June 19, 2009

The Memory I wish I'd Forget is Goodbye


In a response to Aimez's blog, I am crying. I can't even put into words how that upset me. I'm really not ready to graduate in oh idk five days. More the less leave 75 in 7.
See the picture? That's my new fave of the baby. Its just so sweet

XOXO
Addo

June 15, 2009

I'm Terrified

Nine years ago, you were able to walk up to your parents and cry about how scared you were about started kindergarten. Then the next day when they would drop you off, you'd hold on to their legs for dear life because you thought no one would like you. If you did the same thing today, people would probably stare and laugh.
We're supposed to be "older" and "mature". But I'm still that little girl who is mortified of the thought of going to a new school, more the less high school. My last day is June 26th, which is in 11 days. As I sit here and type this, I'm seriously wondering where did the past 169 days go! September 2nd, we all started our journey as 8th graders. Actually looking forward to June, the Banquet, 6 Flags, and Graduation. What we didn't expect was the fact that we have to leave our home of three years. In September, you're dragging your feet on that first day. You don't wanna be there. And now that its over, its like, "Fuck! How could I waste so much time!"
Instead of welcoming Paulo that first year, I wanted to run. Run as fast as I could away from the school. I felt so lost in the school, no friends, no clue on where to go. And now I'm like how could I have even wanted that. Its funny what time can do. The time flew by so quickly, I'm like wait, wasn't yesterday November? Weren't we just taking our quarterlies? But hey nothing lasts forever right? Everything has to come to an end, whether we like it or not.

I LOVE YOU 804! CLASS OF 2009!

XOXO
Addo

June 14, 2009

Can you feel it now? These walls That they put up To hold us back Will fall down

So, today I saw my good friends from Florida. I missed them alot. Wish they didnt move. :(

I took a chance,
I took a shot
And you might think I'm bulletproof,
But I'm not

You took a swing,
I took it hard
And down here from the ground I see who you are

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me then cut me down
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
And here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why

You could write a book on how to ruin someones perfect day
Well I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what I'm trying to say, oh

I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
You tell me that you want me,
Then push me around
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
And here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why

Why? do you have to make me feel small
So you can feel whole inside
Why? do you have to put down my dreams
So you're the only thing on my mind

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you want me and cut me down

I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
You ask me for my love then you push me around
Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why,
Why,
Tell me why
Why

I take a step back,
And let you go
I told you
I'm not bulletproof,
Now you know


Awesome song by Taylor Swift called Tell Me Why

XOXO
Addo