Lately...

Lately, I've been having a change of dreams. I mean, I still want to be a chemist, but maybe I could be an author too. I've always loved to write, and lately, as most of my friends know, I've been writing more and more. It just comes naturally to me I guess, but hey, a lot of people can understand algerbra naturally. I wish I could. Then, I wouldn't have an 82 average. But whatever.
Also, it seems to me now, that trying to be the smartest in school is utterly useless. It's never going to happen, and now my grades are starting to slip. I mean it's not like I'm doing this on purpose because I'm not. I just become preoccupied with other things. And at the moment, school isn't my first priority. I know that a few people that I know, most of them my family would take that the wrong way and tell me it's my job. But it's not. School isn't a job, it's something that you are taught to do in order to make something of yourself in the society. I could already make something of myself. I could easily finish my book and publish it. But of course, that would never be an option for me. My parents would just push me back down to the ground and tell me that my one and only goal in life is to do good in school and graduate from college.
What if I didn't want to. What if I just wanted to go around and have a 12th grade education (I don't plan on living life with a 8th grade education) and became an author? Would they approve? I doubt it. No, I highly doubt it.
Sorry to those who read this blog. I've just been under a lot of pressure at school and needed somewhere to vent.

XOXO
Addo

Home

Every time I post I try to think of a new title. I don't want to reuse the same title once. So that will definitely be a challenge. I think there might be something wrong with the baby. She falls asleep but when you put her down she'll start screaming and won't stop. I mean there is no way that she is spoiled already. Also, before when I was holding her she was freaking out. Is there something wrong with me?
What are the possible birth defects?
Any help?

XOXO
Addo

I...

I am pulling an all nighter. But there is nobody awake with me. So I guess you would call it a sleepless night? That's irrelevant either way so yeah. I'm waiting for my Dad to wake up, I want to say good morning, maybe he's not going to work today. Yeah right. *Smacks head* Keep dreaming Addo. My sister is getting up every now and then, talking but not to me? I don't know. All I know is thank god for the invention called a laptop. It is really genious. I'm gonna have to look up now you invented it, then I'll stalk them and say thank you. After that, I'll kill myself in front of their house like that crazed Paula Abdul fan. That's really ridiculous. Well, I'm going to go play games on AddictingGames.com.
Nothing new there.

XOXO
Addo

IDK!!!

Okay. So I haven't posted in mucho days. Well probably not that many but I haven't posted in a good while. I saw my grandparents today. I didn't know that you could have a good time with them. I also cried for a half an hour while watching A Walk to Remember. I love that movie but it always gets the best of me. My phone is dead, which absolutely sucks and I can't charge my ipod. And don't ask well why don't you charge your cell phone. I don't have the charger. It's on my bed, at my house.
It's aggravating to me that my Dad, Step-mom, and Sister all go to bed at nine. I mean come on. My dad I can understand, he has to go to work at 5 am. But my step-mom and sister have no need.
Have you ever seen the movie Funny Games? It's actually a movie where the bad guy wins. I mean come on, how many times do you see a movie like that? It's so freaky though, and the killers are so polite. At one point of the movie, the Mom got smart and grabbed a gun and shot one of the killers. But then the other one frantically looked for a remote and rewound the movie! It really went to the part when the woman grabbed the gun. Then he was asking me questions and talking to me. If you don't believe me go watch it. I guarantee you, you'll get freaked out, no joke.

xoxo
Addo

Baby! &Story! & Heroes!

Wherever I look, there is baby clothes, food, diapers, toys, swings, pillows! Ah! And its even following me into my room. I don't mind all that much, but the curtain that will be dividing the room needs to be put up, ASAP. She isn't a screamer, but she definitely knows how to get attention. Most of the time, she'll squeak. It's really cute.
I'm currently writing two stories. One, all of my friends are reading. The other I just started last night and I'm writing it with my friend. It is proven to be hard to write a novel with a girl who lives, uh I don't know, 700 miles away. But it'll work. I'll make it work. For those of you who read my story, anyone got an idea for a title?
My friend, who is like in his thirties, is trying to follow heroes. In the fourth season. Explaining it to him, isn't easy. He doesn't even get the concept of the show. And Chris is you're reading this, it's nothing personal.
Well, I'm going to go practice on my guitar.

XOXO
Addo

Fudge....

We made fudge today. After two hours of letting it cool it was finally ediable. Let me say, if you never had fudge then you need to try this. It had peanut butter and chocolate and it was absolutely delicious. Okay, now I'm just posting an entry on fudge. Not cool.

"Coral reefs, which are highly sensitive to small changes in water temperature, suffered the worst bleaching or die off in response to stress ever recorded in 1998, with some areas seeing bleach rates of 70 percent. Experts expect these sorts of events to increase in frequency and intensity in the next 50 years as sea temperatures rise." NationalGeographic.com

My mom is mad at me. She asked me if I was coming home tonight, and I said I didn't know. She followed that up with what do you mean? You told me last night you were going to come home. I once again said I don't know. And she was like you're really hurting my feelings. And I said I'm sorry. And I forgot the rest of the conversation (there wasn't much after that) But it ended up with her hanging up on me. Now I'm afraid to call her and tell her I wanna come home, I don't want her to get even more mad at me.

Any advice?

XOXO

Addo